Not really.
I'm hurt. What's new right?
I got a beautiful card.
I got time to physically be together without interruptions of the relationships with others.
But no Mothers Day gift.
This started Mothers Day last year. That GodAwful weekend when I shared my special day and my daughters graduation weekend doing what I thought was the right thing to do. Not realizing I would be in this fucked up mess still a year later.
No Mothers Day gift last year, no Anniversary gift, and when we had to cancel our anniversary weekend, I was promised we would still get to go, and that hasn't happened. No Valentines day gift. And now a year later, no Mothers Day gift again.
What's the definition of insanity? Continuing to believe I can still salvage a relationship that is already dead? Yea, that's what it feels like.
I deserve better than this. I deserve to be treated better than this. I deserve to be special to someone.
And someday, I will be.
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