It's Wednesday morning. It's winter. It's Oregon. So there is nothing to be expected but rain and cold.
I'm working on finding a few fuck buddies in the local area. Something to take the edge off. Fill the gap (so to speak).
Tried a toy yesterday, yea, that is so not working for me. I need real warm flesh. The touch of a man. That is what excites me.
Business has been slow the past couple of days, but Sunday and Mondays are my slow days. I expected Tuesday to pick up, but I think the dispatch system might have been down so that would explain that.
I should ride my horse today. I should go do cardio. I should write some work blogs. I should post items on craigslist to sell. I should sleep.
I'm stressed about money. I'm stressed that we aren't talking.
I'm thankful that I'm at least still hearing him say "I love you".
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